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Friday, July 23, 2004
hmm..cant say i had a great day 2day la..dun wanna go into 2 much details..haha..
oh well..dun noe wanna b happy tt sun im gg out ma..haha..wif fam of cos..heex..erm..i haven reali studied 4 prelims..juz read here in there..i dun noe hw m i suppose 2 fin studyin ss..haha..i noe..i deserve it..nv start earlier..bt honestly..i dun noe hw 2 study..cos my mind will wonder.. can say i lack self-motivation ba..haix..hmm..can say i tired of being stress..being so 'guai' when im nt..tired of puttin a happy front..haha..guess it still depend on mi rite?
hw life goes is still i choose..n if e choices i make r wrong..den i haf 2 bear e consequences myself n onli myself..haix..so many times i wished i was nt borned into dis world..bt since im born..i cant kill myself rite? i gt 2 live my life happily..n 2 b happy or nt..is my decision..bt sometimes it's juz so hard 2 b happy..tt word has become veri foreign 2 mi..i rem i used 2 b a happy-go-lucky person..or mayb i hav been like tt all along..bt onli realised it nw..
piano*gal
im tired..reali..mayb i shld let go..haix..i dun noe wat haf i become..
thinking of you @ 6:56 PM
wishing for--*
* new tops/ bottoms/ jumper
* nail polish
* new highlights for hair
* new heels
* new diary (notebook)
* have a beta 2007
* be more decisive
movie list--*
happy feet
open season
Night at the Museum
charlotte's web
eragon
= the holiday =
curse of e golden flower
= zodiac =
= TMNT =
= Ghost Rider =
= Spider Man 3 =